She is stripped naked, the long, dark hair cascading down her back her bodies only cover. I've bound her wrists in front of her body with a twisted rope. From this bond I lead her deep into the woods, high upon the hill.
I want to lead her to a primitive place, a place of exquisite privacy in which I can explore her primitive fears. The fears of her uncivilized ancestors, the fears they suffered living without the protections afforded by human justice.
A captured woman, removed from the protection of her tribe. Bruises, blood, cum, and cries. Today we shall explore these all. Deep fear, deep passion, I'll let my predator our as she is my perfect prey, I'll bite, I'll whip, I'll rape, she will suffer, but in that suffering find release.
Arriving at our destination under the towering trees, our own little primeval world, our place of instinctual exploration, the bonds holding her wrists together are undone and she is retied. Bound between two trees, lashed arms and legs outstretched, head held high, her body becoming that ancient symbol, the pentagram.
My willow switch makes it's first cut across her shoulder and she is no longer 'Ms. T,' I am no longer 'her suit.' She becomes the captive, the spoil of war, the woman who will spend the rest of her days suffering at my hand, living under the cold watch of a tribe not her own. I become her owner, the unsocialized man who must break her to my will, the man who must ensure that she learns to obey, and learns the consequences she will suffer if she fails in her obedience.
Together we will explore the deep recesses of the past, explore our primeval world, explore our darkest instincts, lust in it's myriad of forms. Our exploration will change us, bond us together, the connection of our spirits growing stronger because of the connection with the primitive we have shared.
Predator and prey entwined together in an exquisite dance.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Monday, April 7, 2008
Ms. Milliscent
We have started to get some comments upon posts in this blog, and we are thrilled that people are enjoying it enough to comment. We appreciate your readership, and hope to always post things of interest to you here.
We have also noticed though that recent comments might point to a bit of a misunderstanding about the blog. The blog is about us, a tight knit group of friends, not simply about Milliscent.
We think it important to make that distinction because we hope our readers understand that while Milliscent is of course the driving force behind the blog, she may not be the driving force behind any particular post. Different people have different interests, and some of the concepts, opinions and the like posted here may not be hers. We don't want our readers to deceive themselves into thinking that Milliscent wrote something, or found something interesting that she did not.
Those seeking 100% Milliscent will find that on her blog.
Those seeking a group effort, a groups varied adult interests, will find that here. Think of us as the Kinky Borg, this blog our Cube.
We have also noticed though that recent comments might point to a bit of a misunderstanding about the blog. The blog is about us, a tight knit group of friends, not simply about Milliscent.
We think it important to make that distinction because we hope our readers understand that while Milliscent is of course the driving force behind the blog, she may not be the driving force behind any particular post. Different people have different interests, and some of the concepts, opinions and the like posted here may not be hers. We don't want our readers to deceive themselves into thinking that Milliscent wrote something, or found something interesting that she did not.
Those seeking 100% Milliscent will find that on her blog.
Those seeking a group effort, a groups varied adult interests, will find that here. Think of us as the Kinky Borg, this blog our Cube.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
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An Interesting Question
A few days ago we were asked for some advice, we thought the question involved was extremely fascinating.
The wife, a dominant, has occasional masochistic fantasies, and would like to act those fantasies out from time to time with her submissive husband.
Her dilemma concerning this is two fold:
1. She wants him to do 'terrible' things to her, and act all 'dommy' while doing it, but she doesn't want him to feel dominant, or to actually take on the dominant role thereby feeling that he can play the scene to his liking. In other words, she wants him to retain a completely submissive mindset while acting the part of her dominant.
2. They have tried to do this in the past, and it just hasn't worked. In previous attempts she has become nervous about him directing the scene differently than she desires and that nervousness has kept her from being able to let go. Compounding the issue is the fact that in the past this is exactly what has happened. He has embraced the dominant mindset and tried to direct the scene which has led to it going to slightly different places, in slightly different ways then she desired.
She envisions a total bottom role for herself, with her scene, played out exactly as desired.
We thought about the question for a day, then gave the following advice:
We suggested that prior to the scene she direct her husband to make himself ready in a couple of ways. First of all, we suggested that she have him fill his ass with a large plug. We feel that the plug will serve to remind him (no matter how hot the action becomes) that she is the dominant, he the submissive. That in their relationship she is the one who does the fucking, he is the one who bends over to have his ass penetrated on her whim. We hope that the inclusion of the plug will help to maintain a submissive mindset within him.
Secondly we suggested that she have him attach an electric dog collar around his balls. Our thought there is that at any deviation from her script she simply needs to push a little button, thereby providing instant, and relatively significant negative feedback to her husband. A few good jolts should remind him of who is in service to whom, and natural pain avoidance should assure her that he does not deviate from her exact wishes no matter how dominant he is supposed to act and no matter how submissive she is acting. We hope that the inclusion of this painful device will help to keep her plan exactly on track.
We are promised to hear the results if they end up putting this advice into practice, and we are anxiously awaiting them!
The wife, a dominant, has occasional masochistic fantasies, and would like to act those fantasies out from time to time with her submissive husband.
Her dilemma concerning this is two fold:
1. She wants him to do 'terrible' things to her, and act all 'dommy' while doing it, but she doesn't want him to feel dominant, or to actually take on the dominant role thereby feeling that he can play the scene to his liking. In other words, she wants him to retain a completely submissive mindset while acting the part of her dominant.
2. They have tried to do this in the past, and it just hasn't worked. In previous attempts she has become nervous about him directing the scene differently than she desires and that nervousness has kept her from being able to let go. Compounding the issue is the fact that in the past this is exactly what has happened. He has embraced the dominant mindset and tried to direct the scene which has led to it going to slightly different places, in slightly different ways then she desired.
She envisions a total bottom role for herself, with her scene, played out exactly as desired.
We thought about the question for a day, then gave the following advice:
We suggested that prior to the scene she direct her husband to make himself ready in a couple of ways. First of all, we suggested that she have him fill his ass with a large plug. We feel that the plug will serve to remind him (no matter how hot the action becomes) that she is the dominant, he the submissive. That in their relationship she is the one who does the fucking, he is the one who bends over to have his ass penetrated on her whim. We hope that the inclusion of the plug will help to maintain a submissive mindset within him.
Secondly we suggested that she have him attach an electric dog collar around his balls. Our thought there is that at any deviation from her script she simply needs to push a little button, thereby providing instant, and relatively significant negative feedback to her husband. A few good jolts should remind him of who is in service to whom, and natural pain avoidance should assure her that he does not deviate from her exact wishes no matter how dominant he is supposed to act and no matter how submissive she is acting. We hope that the inclusion of this painful device will help to keep her plan exactly on track.
We are promised to hear the results if they end up putting this advice into practice, and we are anxiously awaiting them!
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Links From Our Salem Trip
Relatively Wilde
Books, Discussion, Thought
We enjoyed Relatively Wilde's selection of books, and purchased some great titles at the vendor fair.
FamilyPride
Buttons, Beads, & Blades
At the fair Family Pride had a very large selection of great leather pride items, we had to pick up a few.
Scott Paul Designs
Scott Paul crafts simply amazing bondage equipment. We couldn't resist.
Leatherwoods 2008
We will be there, will you?
We did patronize a number of other vendors, unfortunately we neglected to pick up business cards from most so are unable to post links for them here. We would however like to take this opportunity to remind our readers about the importance of buying from kinky businesses. These businesses support our events, our lifestyle, they deserve our support in return.
Books, Discussion, Thought
We enjoyed Relatively Wilde's selection of books, and purchased some great titles at the vendor fair.
FamilyPride
Buttons, Beads, & Blades
At the fair Family Pride had a very large selection of great leather pride items, we had to pick up a few.
Scott Paul Designs
Scott Paul crafts simply amazing bondage equipment. We couldn't resist.
Leatherwoods 2008
We will be there, will you?
We did patronize a number of other vendors, unfortunately we neglected to pick up business cards from most so are unable to post links for them here. We would however like to take this opportunity to remind our readers about the importance of buying from kinky businesses. These businesses support our events, our lifestyle, they deserve our support in return.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Be A Porn Star
Earlier we posted some advice we overheard:
"If you want to be the sub that everyone wants to play with, just act. Act like a porn star while you play."
We posted this because in our experience it is extremely good advice, given in a form that is easily understood. People who fuck like 'dead whales' are not considered good sex partners, and it is the same with bdsm. Submissives who play like 'dead whales' are just not interesting to play with.
This post is a bit of expanded advice. Advice on how to act, how to become the 'porn star' that people will want to play with.
The most important thing to remember that it is OK to do embarrassing things, to embarrass yourself, to degrade yourself. Everyone looks rather funny playing and having sex, don't worry about it if you think that acting hot makes you look weird. Degrading yourself fits the submissive role perfectly, so it might just as well be embraced.
That said, on to some specific advice for the hot sub in you:
If she is pounding your ass with her strap-on don't just lay there, get into it! Move your hips, push your ass to meet her pelvis, grind your hot little ass onto her dildo! Move, moan, love it and let her know that you love it.
If you are under her worshiping her ass, do a bit more than just move your tongue about, moan your pleasure, move your hips a bit, let her know that you love kissing her ass, tell her so afterwards. Thank her for being hot, for letting your lips on her hole. Make certain that she understands just how hot her ass makes you and how much you delight in having your mouth upon it.
If you are sucking her dildo don't be timid, get excited, let your passion fly. Try to deep throat it, allow yourself to gag, move, moan, let her know how much you enjoy your time on her big toy!
If you are at her cunt, embrace the privilege you are being granted. Lick, suck, do it with passion! Don't worry if your jaw gets sore, redouble your efforts. Enjoy, make sure that she enjoys your efforts. Moan, move your body! Give thanks with your words and your body language.
If she asks you to masturbate, don't just lay there like you do when you are alone, become a star! Get up on your knees, grab that rod and gyrate! Explode your passion, scream as you cum, embrace your mess and lick it up. Use the opportunity to show off your star potential and you might just get to cum more often.
If she runs a knife over your skin it might be best not to move, but communicate your feelings, your fear, your pleasure. Moan, sigh, shiver, let your eyes communicate your passion for her.
If she ties you up don't simply hold in place as she sets the ropes, close your eyes, relish the tiny sensations of the rope moving across your body. Shiver, moan, give thanks. Do all you can to let her know with your body language just how much you love bondage, just how deeply grateful you are to her for placing you within it.
If she allows you to worship her boots, don't be finicky, dive right in there. Make some noise, move your body, let all the love within you well up inside and direct it all towards that leather. Don't avoid the little spot of dirt, relish it, degrade yourself, let her see how much you love doing so!
If she wears fetish clothing for you don't be shy, let your senses experience it. Stare, sniff, enjoy. Let your lust shine through, let your lust make it known just how hot she is, just how hot her clothing is making you.
If she dresses you as a woman don't get shy about it. Embrace the inner woman, embrace the whore within. She wants you to act, to act the role of woman, get into it! Let us assure you that she wants to create a brazen slut within you, not a dried up prude, act the part she desires.
If she gives you an enema do more than just grit your teeth as you try to hold it in. Feel the water slowly invade your body, embrace the sensations, revel in them! Let her see how much you enjoy being degraded for her in this way.
If she blesses you with her piss don't just lay there as it covers your body, embrace it, rub it over your skin. Feel the sensation as it strikes you, revel in the sensation, revel in your humiliation. Let her know how much you love being covered with her piss, her scent. If you are drinking it, don't just gulp it down, recognize that it's the nectar of the goddess, treat is as such, enjoy and let her see you enjoy!
If she causes you pain, don't try to lay there stoically and tough it out. Embrace it! Give yourself to it! Feel the sensations, process them. Move, yell, scream, let her know that you are feeling every single bit of pain she is giving!
If she locks you in a cage, don't just sit there looking all depressed, explore your inner animal! Hear the locks click, thank her for clicking them! Feel the moment, feel your body, revel in your lack of freedom so that she knows you are reveling in it.
If she locks you in chastity, don't run behind her asking to cum every five minutes. Dull and predictable is no fun at all. Take her point of view into yourself. Force yourself to agree with her, agree that it would be horrible for you to cum. Embrace this view body and soul. Revel in your denial, learn to love your denial, let her know that you profoundly thank her for denying you your orgasm. Don't act disappointed when she locks your cock away, the time to act disappointed is when she finally let's it free!
If she provides you with a collar, don't just wear it, put it on with reverence and wear it with pride! Pride in the fact that out of all the men in the world she has chosen you as her slave. Let your pride in her ownership shine through for her to see.
If she punishes you accept it. Thank her for working to make you a better slave, a better servant. Make certain that she always knows how much you appreciate her efforts to improve you.
If you are cleaning her bathroom, don't just clean. Excite yourself! Get excited about being her maid! Do your best, and do it with a smile! A hum and a dance step don't hurt either! Take pride in doing a perfect job, and let her know just how much you love working to make her life easier, how much such work fulfills you.
If she gives you an order, don't just follow it out of some sense of obligation, get excited about the task! Get excited about her command, her willingness to command. Make your excited response to her order let her know how much you love her dominance.
If she washes your mouth out with soap, don't just stand there and take it, relish the punishment, excite yourself over the fact that she is working for you, working to make you a more fitting slave. Embrace your punishment, thank her for all the work she does to improve you.
If she humiliates you in public, don't shy away and try to hide. Stand up straight and tall, embrace the humiliation. Feel the physical sensations it brings, enjoy them, let them spurn your passion forward! Don't ever try to minimize your humiliation, a good submissive should help his Mistress, help her to humiliate you further. Make your own degrading comments about yourself if doing so would be helpful to her quest for your embarrassment.
If she gags you, don't fight it, don't try to limit anything. Let the drool run! Embarrass yourself for her.
If she verbally abuses you don't just kneel there and take it like a stoic. She wants to cause you pain, emotional and mental pain. Embrace it just like physical pain. Let your body language communicate that you feel it, that you are reveling in it! That even though it hurts you love it, and love her for doing it!
If she tortures your cock and balls don't just grit your teeth and try to live through the pain. Explore the pain! Explore the passion it causes! Yell, moan, move! Let her know that you feel it, feel it all. Let your body tell her how much you love it when she hurts you.
If she plugs your ass, don't walk around looking all sad and uncomfortable, embrace your open ass, be thankful that she chose your ass to open! It's a toy, play with it inside your ass, use your muscles to fuck yourself! Let your body language communicate your love of a stretched ass to her.
If she beats you, don't just hang there in your bondage, stick that ass out! Cry out! Let her know that you feel it, let her know that you love the attention! Move, make noise, revel in it! Make yourself a beating slut!
If she cuckolds you don't just become passive about it. Become an active participant in your own degradation. Let her know that you love her for taking a lover. Let her know that you love the fact that he pleasures her so much. Encourage her exploration of sexuality with others. Let her know how hot her times with her lover make you! Let cuckolding of you build your passion, let that passion explode! Let her know that one lover or one hundred lovers, you will always love her.
Embrace the porn star, be the porn star in your own mind. Act the part. Become the sub that everyone wants to play with.
"If you want to be the sub that everyone wants to play with, just act. Act like a porn star while you play."
We posted this because in our experience it is extremely good advice, given in a form that is easily understood. People who fuck like 'dead whales' are not considered good sex partners, and it is the same with bdsm. Submissives who play like 'dead whales' are just not interesting to play with.
This post is a bit of expanded advice. Advice on how to act, how to become the 'porn star' that people will want to play with.
The most important thing to remember that it is OK to do embarrassing things, to embarrass yourself, to degrade yourself. Everyone looks rather funny playing and having sex, don't worry about it if you think that acting hot makes you look weird. Degrading yourself fits the submissive role perfectly, so it might just as well be embraced.
That said, on to some specific advice for the hot sub in you:
If she is pounding your ass with her strap-on don't just lay there, get into it! Move your hips, push your ass to meet her pelvis, grind your hot little ass onto her dildo! Move, moan, love it and let her know that you love it.
If you are under her worshiping her ass, do a bit more than just move your tongue about, moan your pleasure, move your hips a bit, let her know that you love kissing her ass, tell her so afterwards. Thank her for being hot, for letting your lips on her hole. Make certain that she understands just how hot her ass makes you and how much you delight in having your mouth upon it.
If you are sucking her dildo don't be timid, get excited, let your passion fly. Try to deep throat it, allow yourself to gag, move, moan, let her know how much you enjoy your time on her big toy!
If you are at her cunt, embrace the privilege you are being granted. Lick, suck, do it with passion! Don't worry if your jaw gets sore, redouble your efforts. Enjoy, make sure that she enjoys your efforts. Moan, move your body! Give thanks with your words and your body language.
If she asks you to masturbate, don't just lay there like you do when you are alone, become a star! Get up on your knees, grab that rod and gyrate! Explode your passion, scream as you cum, embrace your mess and lick it up. Use the opportunity to show off your star potential and you might just get to cum more often.
If she runs a knife over your skin it might be best not to move, but communicate your feelings, your fear, your pleasure. Moan, sigh, shiver, let your eyes communicate your passion for her.
If she ties you up don't simply hold in place as she sets the ropes, close your eyes, relish the tiny sensations of the rope moving across your body. Shiver, moan, give thanks. Do all you can to let her know with your body language just how much you love bondage, just how deeply grateful you are to her for placing you within it.
If she allows you to worship her boots, don't be finicky, dive right in there. Make some noise, move your body, let all the love within you well up inside and direct it all towards that leather. Don't avoid the little spot of dirt, relish it, degrade yourself, let her see how much you love doing so!
If she wears fetish clothing for you don't be shy, let your senses experience it. Stare, sniff, enjoy. Let your lust shine through, let your lust make it known just how hot she is, just how hot her clothing is making you.
If she dresses you as a woman don't get shy about it. Embrace the inner woman, embrace the whore within. She wants you to act, to act the role of woman, get into it! Let us assure you that she wants to create a brazen slut within you, not a dried up prude, act the part she desires.
If she gives you an enema do more than just grit your teeth as you try to hold it in. Feel the water slowly invade your body, embrace the sensations, revel in them! Let her see how much you enjoy being degraded for her in this way.
If she blesses you with her piss don't just lay there as it covers your body, embrace it, rub it over your skin. Feel the sensation as it strikes you, revel in the sensation, revel in your humiliation. Let her know how much you love being covered with her piss, her scent. If you are drinking it, don't just gulp it down, recognize that it's the nectar of the goddess, treat is as such, enjoy and let her see you enjoy!
If she causes you pain, don't try to lay there stoically and tough it out. Embrace it! Give yourself to it! Feel the sensations, process them. Move, yell, scream, let her know that you are feeling every single bit of pain she is giving!
If she locks you in a cage, don't just sit there looking all depressed, explore your inner animal! Hear the locks click, thank her for clicking them! Feel the moment, feel your body, revel in your lack of freedom so that she knows you are reveling in it.
If she locks you in chastity, don't run behind her asking to cum every five minutes. Dull and predictable is no fun at all. Take her point of view into yourself. Force yourself to agree with her, agree that it would be horrible for you to cum. Embrace this view body and soul. Revel in your denial, learn to love your denial, let her know that you profoundly thank her for denying you your orgasm. Don't act disappointed when she locks your cock away, the time to act disappointed is when she finally let's it free!
If she provides you with a collar, don't just wear it, put it on with reverence and wear it with pride! Pride in the fact that out of all the men in the world she has chosen you as her slave. Let your pride in her ownership shine through for her to see.
If she punishes you accept it. Thank her for working to make you a better slave, a better servant. Make certain that she always knows how much you appreciate her efforts to improve you.
If you are cleaning her bathroom, don't just clean. Excite yourself! Get excited about being her maid! Do your best, and do it with a smile! A hum and a dance step don't hurt either! Take pride in doing a perfect job, and let her know just how much you love working to make her life easier, how much such work fulfills you.
If she gives you an order, don't just follow it out of some sense of obligation, get excited about the task! Get excited about her command, her willingness to command. Make your excited response to her order let her know how much you love her dominance.
If she washes your mouth out with soap, don't just stand there and take it, relish the punishment, excite yourself over the fact that she is working for you, working to make you a more fitting slave. Embrace your punishment, thank her for all the work she does to improve you.
If she humiliates you in public, don't shy away and try to hide. Stand up straight and tall, embrace the humiliation. Feel the physical sensations it brings, enjoy them, let them spurn your passion forward! Don't ever try to minimize your humiliation, a good submissive should help his Mistress, help her to humiliate you further. Make your own degrading comments about yourself if doing so would be helpful to her quest for your embarrassment.
If she gags you, don't fight it, don't try to limit anything. Let the drool run! Embarrass yourself for her.
If she verbally abuses you don't just kneel there and take it like a stoic. She wants to cause you pain, emotional and mental pain. Embrace it just like physical pain. Let your body language communicate that you feel it, that you are reveling in it! That even though it hurts you love it, and love her for doing it!
If she tortures your cock and balls don't just grit your teeth and try to live through the pain. Explore the pain! Explore the passion it causes! Yell, moan, move! Let her know that you feel it, feel it all. Let your body tell her how much you love it when she hurts you.
If she plugs your ass, don't walk around looking all sad and uncomfortable, embrace your open ass, be thankful that she chose your ass to open! It's a toy, play with it inside your ass, use your muscles to fuck yourself! Let your body language communicate your love of a stretched ass to her.
If she beats you, don't just hang there in your bondage, stick that ass out! Cry out! Let her know that you feel it, let her know that you love the attention! Move, make noise, revel in it! Make yourself a beating slut!
If she cuckolds you don't just become passive about it. Become an active participant in your own degradation. Let her know that you love her for taking a lover. Let her know that you love the fact that he pleasures her so much. Encourage her exploration of sexuality with others. Let her know how hot her times with her lover make you! Let cuckolding of you build your passion, let that passion explode! Let her know that one lover or one hundred lovers, you will always love her.
Embrace the porn star, be the porn star in your own mind. Act the part. Become the sub that everyone wants to play with.
Color Scheme
Of course like all Airstream trailers ours is silver on the exterior. The interior is an entirely different matter and just like everything else colors and decoration have been changed by the factory at frequent intervals throughout the years.
When new ours would have been extra ugly with early 1970s colors. Luckily the recent remodel replaced all those colors with a nice neutral palate allowing us to create our own color scheme inside with the decorative items we add.
For some reason unknown now due to the passage of time, tacky, plastic, pink flamingos seem to be quite popular with Airstream owners. In fact, we were given one by a good friend as an Airstream Warming Gift.
Before our little trip to Salem we had not yet decided how we would decorate, but the decision has now been firmly made. We are going to embrace the tacky flamingos. Stopping along the way we found a store with a massive collection of flamingo junk and couldn't resist getting a good sampling. At KinkFest itself we took things one step further and bought a beautiful rubber flogger in hot pink and black.
The die is cast, pink, black, and tacky is in our future.
When new ours would have been extra ugly with early 1970s colors. Luckily the recent remodel replaced all those colors with a nice neutral palate allowing us to create our own color scheme inside with the decorative items we add.
For some reason unknown now due to the passage of time, tacky, plastic, pink flamingos seem to be quite popular with Airstream owners. In fact, we were given one by a good friend as an Airstream Warming Gift.
Before our little trip to Salem we had not yet decided how we would decorate, but the decision has now been firmly made. We are going to embrace the tacky flamingos. Stopping along the way we found a store with a massive collection of flamingo junk and couldn't resist getting a good sampling. At KinkFest itself we took things one step further and bought a beautiful rubber flogger in hot pink and black.
The die is cast, pink, black, and tacky is in our future.
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